If I go too long without...

If I go too long without exercise, it feels like rain could wash my muscles off my bones.

If I go too long without working on anything challenging, I start seeing things and hearing voices. 

If I go too long without reading or writing, my nightmares begins, sometimes during the day too. 

If I go too long without connecting to animals or nature, I begin treating humans as species and turn people around me into specimens in my life's little experiments.

I live inside my brain, a huge part of my life is inside my head, imagination is all I have and my thoughts are my journey through life. 

Without exercise, work, books and an occasional stroll in natural landscapes, my brain literally begins playing tricks on me. Please bare with me when I go through withdrawal symptoms of isolation, silence, insomnia, bulimia, weird conversations, blank stares or dancing without music.